Facts #4: Things I struggle with…
- Using words to describe my emotions. I always end up making sounds or hand motions because I can never figure out a word that expresses my emotions.
- Working in groups for class projects. I can work with people fine… but when it comes to visuals… I have to be the one to do them. I seriously get irritated if a poster’s colors are scattered… I think I have mild OCD. If the colors don’t match, there are 6 different fonts, no organization, or the board looks plain crappy… Yeah, I freak out. I am a neat freak when it comes to projects…
- I am self conscious when I am constantly looked at. When I feel my best, look at me. IDGAF. But when my self-esteem or mood is down on a certain day, people who won’t stop staring piss me off and make me keep thinking something is wrong with me. Kills me inside on that day and I’m stuck on that thought. I am pretty much happy with myself, but like every, I do have those days. I’ve been teased a lot growing up and I started to hate myself for it. It took me awhile to accept and love my flaws… but on my low days and eyes keep following me, all those names come back and I feel even lower..
